Free Harry Goldgar, Telepath
Join this man in his lonely struggle against psychic oppression.
He can be found picketing outside the federal building on
Camp Street in the Central Business District of New Orleans.
No one has ever breathed one syllable to
me about the facts of my own life. Instead, I
have been pressured, my life long, to join in
the universal pretense that what is real is
not real and what is not real is real. Here is
my best guess about this history:
I cannot read anyone's mind. But everyone is
always involuntarily reading mine. I seem to
have begun life as an "ordinary" telepath, a
person whose mind can be read by anyone who
chooses. Later, however, apparently during my
Army Service in World War II, my mental
contents suddenly were always present
in the mind of everyone else.
How did this "eruption" of thought
transference happen? It seems that, in my
teens, when it became clear that I was
homosexual, a project was formed to attempt,
utilizing my thought transparency, to "cure"
my sexual orientation. In the Army, sensing
that such a project was afoot, I became
disturbed, and this unique telepathic
condition emerged. Apparently, this fluke was
seen as a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.
Nothing like this phenomenon had ever been
heard of before. The world was fascinated and
alarmed. A U.S. government entity was
organized to try to cure the schizophrenia, to
stamp out the transference of my thoughts and
emotions to everyone everywhere, and to "put
me back together" as a well-adjusted, stable
homosexual. I was confined (and, at age 78,
remain confined) in an invisible bubble -- a
weird, artificial world where my existence is
"scripted" for therapeutic purposes,
controlled by a directory who is constantly
communicating with me and manipulating me by
telepathy. This project has focused for
half a century upon my presumed
"problems" as a lover of young men in late
adolescence, problems deemed to be the key to
my schizophrenia and to the involuntary
telepathic transference of my mental processes
to the world at large.
That fluke remains. Otherwise, however,
there are no longer any such problems.
I am no longer even slightly mentally
disturbed; I no longer suffer from the
minutest trace of paranoia or schizophrenia; I
am thoroughly adapted to my erotic orientation
and to my telepathic condition. Only one
problem remains: to obtain a real-world
conclusion of this project, which no
longer has a reason for being.
For a person can have no peace of mind while
captive in a bell jar, paralyzed, alienated,
forced to guess at the basic facts about
himself that everyone everywhere knows
except him. The federal entity
conducting this project must reveal itself,
demystify its operations, and terminate
them, rescinding whatever legal instrument
authorizes them. I am entitled to know,
and must know, everything about this
project, in exhaustive detail. Until
then, I will remain a sane, rational,
responsible citizen trapped in an invisible
bubble, perpetually "handled" like an animal
without language, perpetually trying to claw
my way out -- relegated to a science-fictional
limbo no human being ever yet was in.
My faceless keepers must meet with me,
conclude their obsolete project, and talk
to me about reality. That is why I am
picketing here today.
This information kindly provided by our psychic friends and confidants at classified1.
(1) A top secret research institute.
Name withheld by request of the U.S. government.